Forgive me lord for one day find that the suicide would be the quickest way to end my suffering.
Today I know that this act is nothing more than a proof of weakness and cowardice.
I knew the hell in life but you gave me strength to resist everything.
Sai wound, needed time to heal my wounds.
And in that tempomeio dormant, inert, matured my mind and my feelings.
I needed that time to bruise all wounds and strengthen me.
I now know I am strong, I am warrior, and with much more strength to fight.
I know one day leave, but everything in its time, a time lord.
Today in this world nothing can make me give up the life that you gave me.